A poem for you my “friend”

Do I know you?
Are you who I used to see
Laughing and joking with me
But now you’re laughing and joking at me

You still label yourself as friend
But no “friend” makes their mate feel so down
So what are you to me?
Are you worthy of being anything?

Do I even want to see you
When all you do is hurt me
Bruise me and break me
Physically and mentally

I can’t call you a friend anymore
But I’ll remember the memories
Memories of who you used to be
But not who you’ve become to me