Okay on the outside
but whats on the insides wearing thin.
How much longer can i keep this smile
instead of a Chelsea grin.

Birthdays can be happy
but sometimes they can be sad.
Just knowing i’m another year older
is making me feel bad.

The clocks around me are broken
The silence to unbearable to stand.
My memories won’t be forgotten
the past a familiar land


lost out at sea,
waves crashing over the side,
sails ripping at the force of the wind,
mercy and forgiveness is all that we plead.

anchor crashing down to the ground,
stop me from straying from these ways,
the old map at hand helps me find my way,
show me a new horizon better than today.